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08/05/09--18:03: He thinks he knows (chan 2064712)




He thinks Heaven is a teapot  and Hell is pink cheeked.  He can't see things that she can but he wishes  and he pretends.  oh how he loves to pretend and oh  how he loves her.  They don't fit together and they don't bump against  They both  walk  together she leads and  he is left he is  left amazed  at how lucky he is to be following  a piece of light  sometimes he tries  to hold her hand and  sometimes his fingers slip on through but  sometimes the grab the warmth and hold on  they hold on  as tight as they can  and he tries to make it  


08/05/09--18:29: Broken (chan 2064712)




Didn't I tell you I break everything I touch?  so when you gave me your heart I broke it.  I'm not careful,  I'm just impulsive and I'm sorry you fell into my eyes  and I'm sorry you fit into my hands.  I didn't ask for a heart to eat and it doesn't matter how fragile  I didn't ask for it.  love is love is love is  not so much that we have to swim in it  not so much that we have to fall in it and  not so much  not so much that you have to say I broke your heart  when it wasn't mine to break.  I'm sorry my eyes broke your heart with a glance you  have to be careful because &


08/05/09--18:32: Not The Thing Broken (chan 2064712)




blue eyes offered me a ride and  flying lessons  pulled me off the ground and shook me  so hard  hard enough to break a leg even  a heart even  taught me to fly and offered me a piece  of power of love of the sky  offered me a piece of a heart that i ate and i should have left alone  blue eyes set me soaring and dipping and spinning and  sometimes we didn't fly at all.  sometimes I'd sit on the ground in the dark  and sink and sink and sink  and he'd never come down to breathe  only inhale and inhale  so high and close enough to touch if i wanted  but i knew my ha


08/18/09--08:34: If ur a slut and u know it... (chan 2064712)




HEY TALK TO ME  to my face and tell me you dont love it (it?)  attention.  and how many time a day do you check this mother fucker  out  how many tmes a day do you say my name burning on your lips like I even matter  (I don't, not to you so don't pretend and make up shit)  you love me to hate me  and I don't do hate  so please don't give me your shit on a plate  please don't give me a lie about his fingers going  god (who?) knows where  if you are made of lies then what are little girls made of?  sugarandspiceandeverythingnice  I'm on to you bitch.  and I'm scared to s


08/19/09--14:50: no.1 cause of my headaches (chan 2064712)




i feel empty  again  but i have  miles and miles to go


08/19/09--19:59: Closure (chan 2064712)




One more day with this kid and I feel empty again  I decided I don't like games anymore and I don't like food and I don't like pools and I don't like sunshine and I don't like ants or anything else that comes with picnics  but I especially don't like you.   so I wish someone would land on my planet   I came home and washed the chlorine from my hair but I couldn't get you out  and my face is still pink did you notice I changed colors  or maybe just that I changed?   I loved today as much as I hated it  I love parks but it didn't rain and that's where we went wrong  It didn't rain and


08/20/09--18:55: Don't Know What To Say (chan 2064712)

that's meGot a little bored... played with editing...









08/20/09--23:38: Love Does (chan 2064712)

model: Maelee [link]photo and edit by me









08/20/09--23:39: Now You See Me (chan 2064712)

model: maelee [link]photo by me =]









08/21/09--00:21: Bubbles (chan 2064712)

large view pleaseModel: maelee [link]photo by me =]









08/24/09--17:49: Smile (chan 2064712)

model: kayla









08/24/09--17:51: Corn (chan 2064712)

lots









08/24/09--17:53: Grab the Sun (chan 2064712)

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08/24/09--17:54: Me in a Tunnel (chan 2064712)

by kayla









08/24/09--18:30: Summer Wheeling (chan 2064712)

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08/24/09--18:32: Good Bye So Long (chan 2064712)

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08/25/09--15:45: Lonely (chan 2064712)

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08/25/09--15:47: Hello Moon (chan 2064712)

Good Night Sky









08/25/09--15:48: How I Spent My Summer (chan 2064712)

loving you baby









08/25/09--15:51: Horse Shoe Falls (chan 2064712)

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08/25/09--18:44: So Cold (chan 2064712)




you can  tell me what you need to say  we all know you're a high flier  got green in your pocket and you'd like me too  wouldn't you?  got me in your pocket and you'd like green too  wouldn't you?  you are  so bad at hiding from me I can tell  by your eyes how you feel  and your mouth twitches like you'd like  to move in  to my eyes  you give  me everything and nothing  and your up up and away  and I'm so grounded  made of dirt  brown eyes  muddy waters of the  amazon  and just as lost in the jungle  that you gave me when I up and lef


08/29/09--08:06: Rainbow (chan 2064712)

oh cliche









08/29/09--08:06: Layers (chan 2064712)

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08/29/09--08:09: Inside the Fall (chan 2064712)

almost alive









08/29/09--08:10: Outside the Fall (chan 2064712)

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08/30/09--20:14: I had a dream I met you (chan 2064712)




"I had a dream I met you last night"  it was night on the beach.  there were stars out and  hello  hello  you grabbed my hand didn't you?  and the fire was warmer (then) our hearts  had never met  do you remember?  hello  hello  I met your for the first time and kissed you later  I met you for the first time and can't ever forget  sand in my toes  didn't happen.  hello  hello  you sat on the edge of darkness  the ocean at night is black  you sat on the edge and it bit at my toes next to you  do you remember?  didn't happen.  hello &nb


08/31/09--18:31: Addicted (chan 2064712)




looks like  I'm addicted to you  like they said and you told me you were only  a gate way drug no strings attached and I am so  attached  it's wrong wrong wrong  they say they stop seeing my face as soon as I see yours  I need you  you feel so good  you taste so good  I need you and you break break break  all my plans to get some and all my plans to hear your voice  and you take take take all that I give you I want to take  care of you i want  you I want  more. I'm  wrong  good  break  take  want  addicted


09/06/09--16:08: Wall (chan 2064712)

comment? idk









09/06/09--16:09: Lost (chan 2064712)

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09/06/09--16:10: Flyer (chan 2064712)

a hang glider









09/06/09--16:12: Empty Space (chan 2064712)

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09/06/09--16:12: Bridge To The Sky (chan 2064712)

...over look









09/08/09--16:45: Fire Breather (chan 2064712)

...comment









09/13/09--14:28: Walk Away (chan 2064712)











09/13/09--14:29: Huh (chan 2064712)

S. Clark









09/13/09--14:30: Girl (chan 2064712)

S. Clark









09/13/09--14:30: Stare (chan 2064712)

S. Clark









09/18/09--16:49: Me In The Air (chan 2064712)

taken by my bestfriend









09/21/09--18:26: Bed of Leaves (chan 2064712)

Photo by Kayla Clark who needs a deviant art









09/21/09--18:28: Maiden (chan 2064712)

Kayla Clark









09/21/09--18:31: Brilliant (chan 2064712)

Kayla Clark









09/21/09--18:46: Selfish (chan 2064712)




I need someone who does what I say  someone who likes the word love  someone who is jealous and possessive  someone who is friends with my friends  someone beautiful  some one who likes to read poems  an artist (any type)  an adventurer  can be on time (but I'm always late)  someone who is ok with plans changing  someone who is ok with me changing  someone who laughs loud and likes my eyes  charismatic  confused  crazy  funny  someone who thinks I'm funny  someone who makes me embarrassed and never forgets  someone with problems  and faults  so


09/29/09--17:21: blue (chan 2064712)




so I'm glad you're alive first off  and I love you second  and you love me bodily  wholly souly & quietly because the ocean (you) is (are)  actually (miles) deep  you shaved your head first off to say  fuck you  and I love you second  "I don't think I ever stopped loving you"  "but you told me you didn't"  you'd break your nose and let it heal crooked to test my love  and I don't give a damn about your hair (really)  it's funny how blue is no longer a threat but always a common theme  and you like to read my poems and find trippy meanings  "scooby dooby doo, where are you?"


10/09/09--23:05: fire (chan 2064712)

caught on









10/10/09--17:54: B. (chan 2064712)

soar









10/10/09--17:54: A. (chan 2064712)

Glide









10/12/09--14:46: okayiloveyougoodbye (chan 2064712)




I miss you  "I think I am a jealous person"  today I laid in my bed until noon awake and thinking  hot showers make me want to cry sometimes  I'd like to bake a cake and put you in it  and eat eat eat you up  I'm good a repetition  I'm good at being vague  I'm bad at taking compliments  and you you you  make me want to cry sometimes  there are extra blankets in my bed  and pillows  I made a cave one time I made a home and a tent and  the fan blows dust through my head  I would never promise unless I meant it  maybe  is my favorite word  and you are my fa


10/18/09--15:19: Ocotober (chan 2064712)

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10/18/09--18:23: +October (chan 2064712)

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10/18/09--18:24: ++October (chan 2064712)

extra ♥









11/11/09--19:02: Why Don't You Go Outside? (chan 2064712)




I believe in ghosts  because sometimes I am one.  today I looked out my window and thought,  you live in a fairy tale. why don't you go outside?  but I didn't. I went back to my cave.  I believe in rain  and sometimes I believe in you.  I cried today like the rain  and I remember  cold cantaloupe kisses.  I don't even like cantaloupe but something about  the slices that you cut  orange slivers  I'd like them so thin you could see through them  but you questioned when I made you cut them in half again,  and we ate them fat and juicy.  Do you remember that day? &nbs


11/16/09--18:45: Can't Catch Trains (chan 2064712)




I am a toy  bright aren't I?  deep aren't I?  The other day I raced a train  we didn't race, really we just shared a track  and I couldn't keep my eyes on the road  and I couldn't breathe for the sound  I'd like to think a train is an innuendo for my love  big  long  loud  a train wreak.  I parked my car and waited for it to finish.  I'd like to paint a whole train pink  pink for sunburned skin  and I am pink on the outside (green on the inside)  hot water makes me blush all over and my  lips  pink  mouth  pink  cheeks  pink  and


12/03/09--18:53: Sick To The Skin (chan 2064712)




That morning I crawled into your bed and later  I was sick and you were mad  driving me back and forth with my head so far out the window I could have flew.  I told you I was crazy  and I ran to the dock just  after I couldn't walk or move  I felt them living in me  I wanted to be clean  I ran and wanted to run straight in to the air and cold water and  look how high the water is  red, dark  so when I dipped in my feet they disappeared  and then I was bare and I stood on the ladder and into the red  and you gave me a look like I was on fire  and I was, inside  on fire


12/06/09--18:19: reflection (chan 2064712)

crappy quality









12/31/09--17:41: Hello Me (chan 2064712)

bathroom shots lol









01/19/10--18:06: Your Silence is Freezing (chan 2064712)




this winter is alive  on the longest night of the year  silence swallowed me  crushed me  I drowned in it  and was left gasping as it cracked.  the solstice.   before the new year we walked through orange grass and looked for deer,  painfully aware of the silence we were breaking,  we found them past the gravel road and stared like them,  deer swallow  the silence that swallows  I wish I could sing silence, but even my lips pop and crinkle   on top of the rock the wind could blow me off if I opened my arms wide  a scary thought  and all there was was win


02/07/10--17:34: This Caused a Headache (chan 2064712)




wasting time and  i feel like I'm moving in slow motion  or my fingers are moving with out me  and you...  i had an urge to write your name and admit to myself what i already denied  stupid  stupid  i am such a little girl still  fickle and lame and in love  with love and i could be new  i could have an adventure  is it worth the adventure?  (i wonder what you're favorite food is, mine seems to be my heart)  it is bitter, bitter.   do you remember my new years resolution? so far so good  but it's not that I'm cracking, I'm failing in my dreams  I'm chasing my


02/08/10--18:47: Tear (chan 2064712)




how can I feel like I'm moving when I'm sitting still?  barely a breath escapes and I am on a roll tonight  I'd rather be flying then empty,  all sighs and hushed  and too warm  and touch me   I'd like to step in to your adventure,  but I wasn't invited  and you don't know my face  my feeling are like guitar strings  play them  you do and even if you have no music in you  those high notes you hit tear me up  and i make an idiot of me for you  what am i saying?  I don't need anyone but I have them and without them  I am what?   why do you tear me up?


03/09/10--05:54: All Caught Up (chan 2064712)




In breaking someone's heart you break your own  I love you like an animal still,  that's all I have, that love,  and my body and you can ask for that,  but you can only have both you see  I made a resolution and  I made a decision  too little too late  he's "all caught up" it seems  but I don't know.  my heart strings wont let go and you know my heart is  arrow shaped and so red it's almost brown its almost  green  you make me so afraid I'm almost invisible  and I bet  you think  no  I bet you don't think  about me as much as my head is stuck on you &nbs


03/21/10--08:38: So Fresh and So Green (chan 2064712)




"It will change in the spring,  everything changes in the spring"   I'm afraid of heights with no love  but I was born to fly I know it  the air is beautiful and sometimes I just want to  jump  and taste air like it was meant to be tasted  feel it like it was meant to be felt  raw, open, groping for something unseen,  a shadow over the sun.   I live in the attic of my life  a little disconnected,  a little trapped,  a little hidden,  I open my window and want to jump just to hit something hard,  but there is air in earth and therefore  it is permeable, &